No. No. No.

Things that I no longer have to worry about:

1. Will I go back to my job after 3 months leave?
   
2. Will I go back at all?
   
3. What will we do about child care?
   
4. What if there are two?
   
5. What if the next one is as colicky as Ada was?
   
6. How will I deal with 10 more weeks of projesterone shots?

This feels as bad as I thought it would.